conclusionss

the last few weeks have brought meeh to many conclusionss . i've recently discovered tht i let other people effect meeh too mch , i needa worry about MEEH and thts it . frm this point on im putting myself first alwayss cus it seems no one else ever will . i've also come to the conclusion tht if ppl are gna be mean to meeh im gna mean rite bck . im done cryingg , im stronger thn tht so the world better watch the fck out . my best fren has def helped meeh get bck to where i needed to be becus she understands meeh like no other person has or ever will . i also came to the conslusion tht i LOVE malibu and coke and tht LA is the place to be . the club scene has ben pretty fun now tht i met the WINKLES (= cus theyre friggen legit . a recent convo with my main hoe made meeh realize tht i surround myself with heartless people , and i think its because i believe tht i'll mean enough to them tht they'll be less heartless with meeh but tht has yet to happen , yet i still stick around ; who knows why except tht by the time i realize theyre not gna change im all ready to deep involved but ima strong girl i cn handle it . i do have a feeling tht my atitude is gna start chnging though and i dnt kno if the world is readyy . i've also decided tht i wna buy about 10 new pairs of shoes if not moree , i needa step my game upp (= angbakess comes bck next week and i seriously cannot wait becus ths summer is all about my skank hoess . well thts it ferr now cus i gta gt ready ferr wrrk and go mke a bank roll $$$ srry if this was hella random but i was hvn a flight of ideass (=



and thts life according to tiana <3